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It'd been more than one month I didn't update this blog. It's just because I'm too busy. I had a very hectic yet fun life in the past few months. I travelled a lot this year, back and forth. From Kelantan to Subang, to Penang, to Johor, to Singapore.And now, 2011 is going to hit the end. Hmm, I'm typing this in a complicated feeling. What can I say about 2011? 2011 is the biggest (I mean for now) turning point of my life. If I have to choose a word for year 2011, it would then be Mercy.

I won't lie. 2011 has been such a tough and rough year. The hardest year so far that I've encountered. Moving from my comfort zone into a place where I'm almost completely blind to, no clue of what the world is leading me to. Learning to live my life all by myself, doing all from the beginning to the end, from head to toes, with my bare hands. Certainly, it is not easy. And I do suffer homesick, a lot. But I 'm grateful I pull it through. 

2011 was messy and unstable. That's the negative phase. But of course, I had a ever learning and growing of year 2011. I learnt new things, met new and awesome people, people who love and care for me. Strangers that show kindness. A life that i had never experienced before. Now, i would then say, that 2011 is the year i will miss, i will remember as long as i can breathe. I didn't regret for all these because I felt that I have grown up. Not to mention mature. Yes, I admit that I did change. I change from a timid one to a rather brave one. (I know I'm not brave enough yet) Like other teenagers do, I face some boys problem. However, that's the sensitive issue. Heh, you know right. Lastly, I just want to say that, I really hate Facebook. There's no privacy at all ! It creates a lot of problem for me and my family. I'm thinking whether I should deactivate it but on the other side, I will lost contact with everyone. Oh Facebook, it's such an evil.